For the past 6 weeks my eyes have been really good in terms of the scleritis. I have had a white eye and no pain, even my vision seemed to be a bit sharper. I was really hopeful that the Cyclophosphamide (Endoxan) was working so that I could concentrate on getting my vision better and my eyes ready for corneal transplants.
Yesterday afternoon I seemed to start a flare up, today my right eye is a little red and quite painful. I am freaking out and a bit gutted actually because I was really thinking that this was the medication for me and things would just get better and better. Today my vision is awful and I am really struggling.
I saw my eye doctor yesterday morning and he was pleased with my progress, then a couple of hours later I’m flaring, how is that for bad luck, it could have happened when I was at the eye doctor!
The Endoxan has been a bit of a bumpy road so far, the first couple of weeks I felt fabulous then I felt like absolute death for a couple of weeks as my blood pressure plummeted. I could hardly stand up without falling over. We got the BP sorted out and I started to come good again, until yesterday. Now I feel really worried that I am going to fail another treatment.
I have a swelling under the right eye and the doctor thinks that there may be a cyst in there caused by the regular orbital floor injections I have been having over the last year or so. It looks ugly like I always have a bruised eye. If it’s not a cyst it will probably be thickening of the tissue from the needles. I hope they can do something about it.
Luckily I am seeing my Rheumatologist tomorrow to see what my bloods are doing and to get some feedback on my progress. Hope I get some positive news, maybe I need a dose adjustment.
Wow we just had a snake in the office and all the girls were like OMG theres a snake, and i’m like what snake, where? just shows how bad my vision really is. That makes me really sad.