I have been on the Cyclophosphamide for just over 6 weeks and although my eye pain has got a lot better I am getting some horrible side effects.
The first couple of weeks were great, I was like chemo is awesome, haha then it hit me with a vengeance in weeks 3 and 4 with plummeting blood pressure. One weekend it was so low I couldn’t hardly stand upright without falling over. Fortunately that one has almost resolved itself.
The latest side that I have hit me in week 6, Myalgia! Omg the muscle pain is all over my body and horrible. Every single muscle in my body hurts. My joints hurt too but the muscle pain is worse. I notice it is a lot worse when I get chilly like when the air-con is a little bit cool at work or in bed in the early hours of the morning.
I am finding it hard to walk up stairs, and going for my daily walk feels impossible at the moment, I feel weak and sore, a bit like an old lady actually. I had my flu needle at work today and the nurse really hurt me because she pinched my skin together before putting the needle in. I couldn’t even put my fitbit on this morning because it hurt too much to have it on my wrist.
I hope that this isn’t going to be a long term thing but I kind of suspect it will be. The Endoxan is well and truly in my system so I don’t think I will be feeling better any time soon.
I have to be on it for about another 6 months so joyful times to look forward to!
I guess I need to look at the positives in that it is helping with my eye disease, but when you feel like crap it’s really hard to look at the positives, you just wallow in self pity a bit as the pain takes over.
I am still going to try and do my daily walk, even if it is slower and shorter, I think it be moving will probably help. I hope so anyway!