It’s been a while since my last post on here as I now have separate blogs for my hobbies. Thought I would do an eye update as they are still pretty crappy.
Saw my eye doctor and rheumatologist yesterday, had an orbital floor steroid injection in the right eye. Have a swollen and black eye appearing this morning but the scleritis pain is easing already so that’s really good.
The Rhumy noted that I have failed Rituximab. Azathioprine, prednisone and methotrexate (I’m still on the MTX but the sides are awful, I take it on Friday then the weekend is a write off). The next step is a cyclophosphamide infusion. This is worrying me a little because it much more hard core than anything else I have tried and you can lose your hair even at low doses so I don’t really know how I feel about that. I know that we have to try everything we can because nothing has worked so far and I am in chronic pain, some days the pain is so great I just lay there moaning to myself. Still it’s a big step taking such a strong chemo drug.
My vision is really variable as I have more than one problem – keratoconus, scleritis and severe corneal neovascularisation. Some days I can hardly see at all and other days my vision is pretty clear. At the moment I have not much vision at all in the left eye as the inflammation has made the cornea hazy. At my eye check yesterday I was just counting fingers, couldn’t read the letters even through the pin hole. This will clear pretty soon with the eye drops but it makes for such a hard life when you have to get up for work every morning.
I can’t even enjoy my colouring much at the moment the one thing that is keeping me sane right now is reading on my kindle, I adore reading and escaping into a good book. I can’t read normal books but on my kindle I can have a lovely big text and manage to read, even though I only get one sentence on a page and it gives my thumb a workout changing the page every 2 seconds lol
Sorry for any typos, can’t see too well at the moment!
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Thanks for reading and catch up soon!